My pain is happiness for you

My sentence fragment revealed
No more than a piece of that word is in my heart
As much as anything I tried to smile
Still not be able to remove this pain

When suffering is paid a well-balanced
To be able to make you feel happy
Though raw and painful
But maybe I'll try to do it

Not because I want to hurt myself
But it see you suffer
Will feel much more painful for me
Than hurt myself

Although my words speak to you
Not the same as the word is in my heart
Although I have to lie to you
That I was happy to see you with him

Maybe I'm a big liar on this subject
Yes right, I admit it
But what can you do
If this is the only one that makes the person you love happy

-by me-